Go On! 2013

Go on!

I’m so tired,

Sick and tired,

Tired and sick

So very

Ready to explode

Completely- utterly

Ready to go

Out of my mind, skull, and conscious

With a raucous raging rebuttal

That burns incessantly

Charring my emotion to a pathetic agonizing callous crisp

I’m done,

Over it

Finished
Basta
Ya

Can’t stand it-

Anymore

Any place

Any time

Why?

The interminable, why, why why

Just leave me be

Leave me alone

Completely alone

Just disappear

Get to steppin’

Off the curb

Into heavy traffic

descending into the abyss

Leave me out of it

Get going

The road is calling ya

Waitin’ on your unkind monstrous soul

Just leave me be

Ya hear?

Stop with those cutting jabs

Over and over and over again

Like those old vinyl 45’s

I’m scratched, torched, bleeding

Those disgusting piercing prods

Reverberating in my heart, mind and soul

Unanticipated
Sudden

Paralysis of being

Wait-

Just stop!

Let me be-

Alone

With my thoughts

Ideas, whisperings

Get outta my space

Guarded ever so tightly

 With a calm tenacity
Ferocity

Out! Out!

Go on now-

LEAVE!

Out of sight

Out of mind

Going, going, gone-

Into oblivion
Go!

M. Ucles

TCTELA January 19, 2013