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Purgation
By Maureen Ucles
I have drudged through
wicked wastelands
Transversed the
most rigid monstruous mountain peeks
Suffered
numerous gut-wrenching
deaths
wicked wastelands
Transversed the
most rigid monstruous mountain peeks
Suffered
numerous gut-wrenching
deaths
For this?
This?
Naw! Can't be!
Must be dreaming
Must be dreaming
I have cried many tears
Shaken in and out of my fears
Lost and abandoned
Lost and abandoned
For what?
Naw! Can't cha see?
I have bent over backwards
given my all
and then some...
My feats,
My actions
and then some...
My feats,
My actions
No satisfaction
'cause
There you are!
Asking for more?
Really?
Asking for more?
Really?
Stop your game
Come on in...
Have a seat!
We need to talk!
We need to talk!
Let me tell you something------
I am--
Tsunamied
by your greed
greed so
unappealing,
devoid of feeling
I am
disgusted
overtaken
forsaken
by your domineering
hold
so
power hungry
dominating
inundating
while
inflating your
fragile, fragile
ego
YOU ARE
YOU ARE
So hard to stomach
like rancid, withering, disgusting
fly-filled carcasses
on a third world dusty clay-filled roads
I am
riding that
Central American
bus
Central American
bus
cramped with a zillion bodies
chickens, and who knows what
straight to nowhere
with endless stops
Baja! Baja! Baja! (Stop here!)
a multitude
on the highway
on the highway
suffocating in the unforgiving, tortuous Sun
middle of the day
Uggh!
Basta ya!
Mind blowing
Muscles strained
Teeth clenched
Teeth clenched
in some messed up
stinkin'
freakin'
pain
not worthy in your eyes
no more
no how
no where
in your estimation
filled with consternation
total and complete deception
desolation awaits...
desolation awaits...
despondent me
How did it happen?
Come to fruition?
Quien sabe?
You alone
with your blind ambition
Yet
Quien sabe?
You alone
with your blind ambition
Yet
Can't seem to deter
this sit-sit-
sit-ua-tion
Stopped... blind sided
I am
I am
clutching to the wide, wide open
for nothin'
nothin' more
than your
sad and sorry
face
full of idiotic disgrace
laughing, mocking,
chuckling
the whole way
ringing intolerably
in my ears
interminable, interminable,
interminable
interminable
Why? Why?
Did you have to come to play?
Ruin my day,
my year,
my life?
Your deception
sounding the bell
sounding the bell
deafening darkness
pure hell
pure hell
has
thrown me into
the abyss
the abyss
into a pit of despair
where you alone
reside
piling it on
piling high
bludgeoning
piling high
bludgeoning
forcefully
into my gut
imploding
cayendo
imploding
cayendo
onto my knees
spewing blood
inside me
hemorrhaging
the pain,
the suffering
the suffering
just too, too much
like a constant refrain
too stinking much
too stinking much
to endure!
Insane!
But
me to blame?
Hardly
I am done!
Hardly
I am done!
Spent!
Last breath
Think you
have about
taken my spirit?
Nope
Never
No surrender!
Let it unfold
Cascade
into soul
I remain
I am
Let it unfold
Cascade
into soul
I remain
I am
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